Sunday, July 27, 2008
maybe i should consider learning korean. haha.
korean manhwa is getting popular and you find them almost everywhere. it's irritating to have a good plot, nice art in front of you, but you don't understand what's going on at all. the horrors of having stare at an alien language. u know? it's an alien language you can decipher anything from. kinda freaky. it's been quite long since i encounter such a prob. i'm beginning to understand the feelings of those manga/series lovers who have to wait for eng translations to be out. yikes.
anyway, work is kinda slack recently. when u're free, you're very free. when you're busy, you're very busy. why is it kinda extreme?
but there are choices I have to make and options given to me that's making me frustrated.
it's challenging to accept it, but it's gonna be really stressful and scary and i'm afraid i can't cope. but once i accept, i have to see it through to the end. thus, i still can't decide. sigh.
and why don't they increase our salary? dammit. why do we have to work so hard and so long hours and put up with all those shit jobs and only get a measly pay? sob. sob. sob.
i'm free next next wk. anybody wants to meetup? hee hee.
himitsu @ 6:07 PM.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Some photos from my Bangkok trip. Went with 2 of my aunts, my mum and my sis. next time, i rather go with friends and spend more time on shopping.
I only uploaded photos fro my 2nd day there, because 1st day we went grand palace but the photos are not nice (i.e. i don't look good). haha. went shopping too. the reast of the days were also shopping, hence no photos. only 2nd day we went sightseeing places like floating mkt and fishing village. we had a private tour guide.
realised tt there are more than 1 floating mkt and according to my aunt, we went to the better one further out the city. fishing village was like kelong (much cleaner and nicer though). got to feed monkeys while we were in boat. my god. i was so scared they will swim and climb all over us. but they didn't. only for 1 which swam and my aunt pass (not throw) him a banana by hand. he remained swimming in the river while eating the banana. Lol!
himitsu @ 4:38 PM.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
gg back to work after 3 wks of leave.
actually it's more than 3 wks because we were already in holiday mood since 2 wks before my leave started. nothing to do and i kept leaving office like after lunch. LOL. love tt period.
so now it's 3 wks of work, and after that i have 2 days training, and then 5 days leave again.
so i've gotta keep telling myself not to mope too much now and fight through the 3 wks of work.
tsk. i keep having to force myself to focus and to make it through working. it was worse during peak period. FIGHT-O! GANBATTE! *tired after all that shouting*
*returns to moping*
himitsu @ 1:44 AM.
Friday, July 11, 2008
i'm back to surfing flowerpod forums and seriously, it's info overload. u go in to read up on sth but in the end you still dunno what to do because there's too much info and diff mtds work for diff ppl, so basically you're trying your luck.
though i do love the eyebrow plucking service many rec there and i only started waxing after visiting the forums but still...
so now i wanna do sth abt my tummy. it's horrendous how i'm only around 41-42kg and hv a tummy. seems likt everything i eat don't serve to fatten me up anywhr else except my tummy though i do need some fattening overall (not really actually) and at some specific parts (strong sentiments). and then i realise there's no 1 mthd to do this... or more like nothing works. things like tummy banding (cloth) don't work. gadgets (i'm not spelling out the name) don't work. situp and crunches are ineffective and hv side effects... as in not good for other parts of your body like the back etc. even hula hoops they say hv side effects on your spine. WTH.
i give up.
so now it boils down to healthy eating and exercising overall bah.
gotta control my meals... which is hard at work cos ever since i started work, i tend to get hungry easily... after breakfast before lunch. and when i work ot i eat dinner late. the time your digestive system has already begun to sleep. *sigh*
not to mention the eating and sitting whole day.
thing is... i don't really snack. i'm not a fan of chips, choc, biscuits. but i'm guilty of eating supper. gotta stop those supper. must find a healthy un-weight-gaining substitute.
and still i find it a dilemma that i'm underweight and hv tummy. i mean, when u lose weight u tend to lose weight overall? not just at the tummy? so how am i supposed to do this.
whatever. i'll try my best at eat healthy (kinda hard) and exercising (extremely hard) first.
himitsu @ 12:39 AM.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
it's been months. yes.
i wouldn't hv returned to blogging if not for jin who bugged me abt it.
oh well, i guess i wld hv relatively more time now tt peak is over, but it doesn't mean anything.
my 3 wks leave is gg to be over. damn. and ppl were still telling me 3 wks is so long... too long tt i won't hv anything to do. but i guess they forgot who i am and what i can do and what i do best. that is to slack. off and online.
i've returned to watching anime. lol. there was a period tt i stopped watching anything but bleach. but bleach is boring now since it's a filler arc. and so i'm watching:
- naruto
- one piece (oh how i enjoyed the endless watching cos i hv got more than 50 new episodes to catch up, not to mention i had fun rewatching those i had previously watched way back then)
- d.grayman
- nabari no ou
- code geass
- blah blah
ok. that's not the point..
btw, i don't think my friends would actually come online to read to find out what's happening in my life... since they wouldn't have time, since they might not be interested, since some of them are IT-unsavvy and there's-nothing-much-to-do-online-so-i-don't-go-online-often type, and since some of them (friends-cum-colleague) we meet up in office or comm thru email. (so whr do u fit in, my friend who's reading this? :P)
in the end, i keep having to restore the chatterbox.
i used to keep a private journal. manual. i had one years ago. ex-sc gals, rem the centennial (century) journal that sc(gs) gave out supposedly in 2000? i used tt for a diary-cum-journal. omg. i have so much fun reading it now. all the memorable and funny and weird and frustrating stuff i wrote in there. i wrote things tt happened to me, things i wanted, song lyrics, poems, dreams i had (literally. dreams as in those u get when u fall asleep.) simply amusing, i must say. but i stopped after i used up the entire book. sad case. there ends the fun. hahaha.
sigh. i sound like a faulty cd player tt's skipping tracks cos there's no flow in what i've written here. lol. whatever.
tmr's the 10th and ppl are returning from overseas. hey u guys! i wanna watch 10 promises to my dog before i return to work. it's that same company again. *sob*
himitsu @ 12:19 AM.
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