Tuesday, January 25, 2005
kyaaa!!! Today u wanted to replenish my staple with bullets, so i opened the box of bullets and guess wad? It was full of ants!!! yucks! so i screamed and threw the box on the shelf. then i realised my mistake. i actually threw it on the shelf with my comics! Grr... i got so pissed that the ants were crawling near my comics, so my eyes lit up with rage ("zettai yurusane!") and i went on a crazy rampage, swiping the box onto the floor, getting tissues and wet them with water, then cleaning all the ants up. I called for help from my dad, gave him a small pail and asked him to wash the bullets and drown the ants while i clean the floor.
Gross! I hate ants! I really had a bad fright!
Anyway, it's bad luck with FM. I mean, back then, we actually thought of being group 3 but eventually took group 4. Now, in the end, group 3 presentation was so much easier! All simple calculations and only 3 questions. Next wk my grp presenting... the chapter is complicated, there are 7 qns, and the tutor specifically said must do detailed step by step explanation. God... feel like dying. Even if we hv a set of model ans to all the questions, it'll be useless if we don't understand. Great... just great... sigh...
himitsu @ 10:37 PM.
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
The Way You Look Tonight
Fred Astaire
Some day
When I'm awfully low
When the world is cold
I will feel a glow just thinking of you...
And the way you look tonight
Yes you're lovely
With your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft
There is nothing for me but to love you
And the way you look tonight
With each word your tenderness grows
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose
It touches my foolish heart
Lovely ...
Never ever change.
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you ...
Just the way you look tonight
Mm, Mm, Mm, Mm,
Just the way you look to-night
himitsu @ 8:47 PM.
Friday, January 14, 2005
it seems like blogger doesn't show chinese & japanese characters. hmm... stupid.
today was a tiring day. i v long time dun hv sch day so long hrs! not used! nway, tut was horrible today. stats tut got a vietnamese tutor. dun understand wad language he speaking. haha. and he's like toking to himself. and he practically only gave us ans... not tat i mind, but ans at back of TB oso hv... then wad for i go for tut?! stupid. marketing tut i go in i got a shock. tot the tutor looked v old. marketing + old tutor jus doesn't fit. he's like in early 40s i tink... not sure. but he teaches in hokkien. yes... half the lesson in hokkien. god... and he kept bad-mouthing his wife (he claims to be henpecked at hm) & toking bt BGR.
there's this article in the ST last time abt the 3 uni? say SMU students very creative, spontaneous, confident, fun bla bla; NUS very reliable bla bla; NTU very traditional and down-to-earth. SO his comment: "SMU girls v good as gf... very fun and showy. can show off to frens. NTU girls v good as wifes cos traditional. then NUS... er... maybe good as mistress la!"
sigh... he's funny alright. makes time pass fast, but i dunno... he may hv quite low EQ. for one, he shouldn't assume everyone wil be comfortable with his teaching stuff. and it's reali overloaded wif crappy lame jokes. not to mention he likes to comment on BGR, girls, blah blah. and he's loud and (too?)straightforward...
sounds like a kind of person i dun quite like. shall see later on how.
and presentation grps for acc and marketing? sux! my clique had to be separated. haiz... unlucky sem. hate tis sem! dun like the tutors - stats, acc, marketing. fm so far ok. lit is definitely ok. he so funny and cute. haha~
SIGH
himitsu @ 2:20 AM.
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
i wonder...
does talking to oneself = insane?
sometimes when there's so much on my mind, i'll talk to myself to get it sorted out. i'll tell myself i shld do this, muz do that, cannot do that, wad time, wad to do, how, why, what, when etc etc.
discussing things with myself?
maybe it's just a bad habit that surfaced cos i hardly talked to anyone, or maybe it's because of reading manga: the inner thoughts of characters are always written out...
or am i insane?
i know not... but thinking about it today all of a sudden, if i keep everything to myself, bottle everything up, won't i go mad too oneday?
besides, some things u can never say to anyone. and there are things nobody wanna listen to anyway, so u'll just be rambling and rambling to yourself even if someone's present.
or maybe it's just in my nature.
himitsu @ 11:17 PM.
Monday, January 10, 2005
kyaaa!!! my nail broke! so painful, so painful!!! sob...
anyway, once again i muz say... i think i got a weird 6th sense. rem last yr i said that i will soemtimes think of stuff and they actually happen? like last time i was just wondering briefly: "Maybe i'll be late for OB tut tmr... but cannot... wad if got no seat? then so paiseh..." And the next day i was really late and there was no seat left at my grp so i had to sit with another grp...
it sorta happened quite some times. latest one was today. just last night i decided not to attend acc tut tis morning (cos it's at 830am and 1st tut really really boh liao... doesn't apply to acc at all... no cal stuff...). but i had fm in the afternoon. so i tot: "Hmm... wad if later i go for fm but realized class was cancelled? then i go for nothing..."
so happens that tis morning i woke up at 1045 to do my fm tut(stupid tutor i got. wants us to pass up tut one... SIGH) and i dunno how to do la! was fretting and cursing when my hp rang... my fren was on the line and she told me today no fm tut cos tutor sick!
haha... see? weird...
oh btw, jap mushrooms are so nice to eat! they're very diff from chinese mushrooms or wadeva. they very very very smooth and less tough, and more yummy! love eating jap mushrooms!
himitsu @ 2:13 PM.
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Went to watch Meet the Fockers just now... so funny! i din know it was NC-16. Only thru the movie they kept making sexual jokes and references tat i was thinking it shld be NC-16. haha!
my god... the fockers' dog, moses or something?... he was horrible!!!! wad king of dog is that?! So perverted!!!
and the baby LJ was soooooo cute! the way he say "ass-hole!" so cute!!!!!!!!!
haiz... sch start liao so horrible. today's stats lect... indian lecturer. not tat i'm discriminating cos of the race, but very hard to catch wad he's saying cos of his indian accent and way of speaking...
boring boring boring. and why is my FM tutor not a caucasian? i'd prefer an english tutor! they more slack and not so bound by the rules. but this female tutor ok la...
and luckily i'm in same class as that clique from last sem... thou i'm not really part of the clique yet. there, but not there tat kind of feeling... cos i hardly go to sch last sem! haha!
himitsu @ 10:42 PM.
Saturday, January 01, 2005
wad a sucky way to start the new year 2005.
I'm never happy when it comes to welcoming new years. Instead, i get all sad and sick. Reasons?
(1) Everytime on 31st Jan got party... or at least family gathering. years ago, when i was young, still living at tiong bahru area, the party is always being hosted at my hse. it was fun when young. play play play. but years go by and i grew to hate these kinda EXTENDED FAMILY gathering (with aunts, uncles blah blah blah). Can't do wad i like. can't watch the tv prog i wanna watch, can't this, can't that. can't even find peace anywhere cos everywhere got pple. even the rooms. And i hate my stupid cousins for messing with my stuff... my family's stuff. make everything so messy.
(2) And it's so NOISY! can't stand noise! absolutely can't stand noise. i get easily irritated and pissed when it's noisy. it totally gets on my nerves. so rule no.1 around me, no noise. but wad's classified as noise is diff for diff pple. like i can't stand symphonic band music (the loud fast parts) while my sis obviously loves it. band music is very noisy to me. prefer string or piano. but i love blasting jap songs and some eng, chinese songs.
These recent yrs even worse. party not held at my hse anymore (no maid and my mum no time to prepare)... on one hand, it's gd. no more stupid pple coming to mess up my room and such. But BAD BAD thing is... go my grandma's hse or anybody else's hse worse! totally nothing to do. tv is boring, evrything boring! like yesterday... almost died of boredom. lucky lesser pple come, and most left very early, leaving the normal mahjong gang(my parents, aunts and uncles). then i could use the electricity socket and use my laptop! hee! went there prepared with laptop and comic. then started watching NARUTO! yahoo! thank goodness got laptop. if not i could have died of boredom. love my laptop!
ooh... and i drank champagne for first time or not i can't rem. but it was horrible. so bitter and... sappy? is there such a word? i hope not all alcoholic drinks taste like that... even my aunts and bro went "eww...". heard from my mum all champagne taste like that - difficult to drink.
anyway, back to WHY IT'S A SUCKY WAY TO START THE NEW YEAR. Few things that make me sad:
(1) the tsunami disaster?
(2) the new copyright law that makes downloading impossible now (i really almost cried over this. tears in my eyes... this is wad makes me most depressed)
(3) sch - i jus realized recently that sem1 was superb! lect all same as laysh, one same as jye but i dun go for that one (OB), tut got nice pple... but sem2 only 1 lect same as laysh. the rest nobody! wonders if that clique got same timetable as me
(4) my laptop like screwing up. just today i almost cried cos something wrong with the internet connection. can't connect even thou wireless was working. damn. lucky suddenly go back to normal again. phew. hopefully tmr stil can work.
can't rem got wad other stuff that's bad. cos i'm still stuck on feeling sad over the new law thingy.
and i got no money to buy digicam. there's a cosplay event in feb! sigh... give tuition? i did try signing up... but stil very worried dunno how to teach. so malu if i can't answer qns...
sigh
himitsu @ 8:40 PM.
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