Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Ah... if only i would stop getting so nervous for presentations, then i'll do much better. Sigh. Well, i didn't screw up too badly today, but i could have done better. Bad habits are hard to get rid of.
Money woes.
Moodswing.
Got so frustrated and sad over money stuff yesterday out of the blue. I just had to think of contact lens, jeans, handphone, textbooks, and Kino sale, and it drove me into becoming a fretting wart.
Kino sale.
I really wanna buy my novels. And if i'm not wrong, Fruits Basket 17 is out. Dammit. And what about Harry Potter? And my JLPT book?
*sigh*
*sigh for MoB*
After reading a summary on that particular volume, I get this really frustrating feeling.
Just imagine that there's this book which is so, so, so FULL of emotions (angst, love, bitterness, helplessness - at 100x level). Yes, it is THAT overwhelming. But the depressing thing is that although it's in your hands and it's right before your eyes and you own it, you don't feel the depth of the emotions as you can only understand some basic stuff.
God.
It's just like having a REAL treasure map in your hands (you know the treasure truly exists and that it is priceless), but after staring and trying hard, you still can't grasp the location of it.
Dammit.
It's saddening.
P.S. saw 3 lil kittens on my way home. mother was feeding one of them. they were sooooooo cuuuuute!!!!!! feel like cuddling them. shall look out for them when i go for theory class later. *dies of their cuteness*
*and dies of MoB angst*
himitsu @ 5:47 PM.
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