Saturday, January 01, 2005
wad a sucky way to start the new year 2005.
I'm never happy when it comes to welcoming new years. Instead, i get all sad and sick. Reasons?
(1) Everytime on 31st Jan got party... or at least family gathering. years ago, when i was young, still living at tiong bahru area, the party is always being hosted at my hse. it was fun when young. play play play. but years go by and i grew to hate these kinda EXTENDED FAMILY gathering (with aunts, uncles blah blah blah). Can't do wad i like. can't watch the tv prog i wanna watch, can't this, can't that. can't even find peace anywhere cos everywhere got pple. even the rooms. And i hate my stupid cousins for messing with my stuff... my family's stuff. make everything so messy.
(2) And it's so NOISY! can't stand noise! absolutely can't stand noise. i get easily irritated and pissed when it's noisy. it totally gets on my nerves. so rule no.1 around me, no noise. but wad's classified as noise is diff for diff pple. like i can't stand symphonic band music (the loud fast parts) while my sis obviously loves it. band music is very noisy to me. prefer string or piano. but i love blasting jap songs and some eng, chinese songs.
These recent yrs even worse. party not held at my hse anymore (no maid and my mum no time to prepare)... on one hand, it's gd. no more stupid pple coming to mess up my room and such. But BAD BAD thing is... go my grandma's hse or anybody else's hse worse! totally nothing to do. tv is boring, evrything boring! like yesterday... almost died of boredom. lucky lesser pple come, and most left very early, leaving the normal mahjong gang(my parents, aunts and uncles). then i could use the electricity socket and use my laptop! hee! went there prepared with laptop and comic. then started watching NARUTO! yahoo! thank goodness got laptop. if not i could have died of boredom. love my laptop!
ooh... and i drank champagne for first time or not i can't rem. but it was horrible. so bitter and... sappy? is there such a word? i hope not all alcoholic drinks taste like that... even my aunts and bro went "eww...". heard from my mum all champagne taste like that - difficult to drink.
anyway, back to WHY IT'S A SUCKY WAY TO START THE NEW YEAR. Few things that make me sad:
(1) the tsunami disaster?
(2) the new copyright law that makes downloading impossible now (i really almost cried over this. tears in my eyes... this is wad makes me most depressed)
(3) sch - i jus realized recently that sem1 was superb! lect all same as laysh, one same as jye but i dun go for that one (OB), tut got nice pple... but sem2 only 1 lect same as laysh. the rest nobody! wonders if that clique got same timetable as me
(4) my laptop like screwing up. just today i almost cried cos something wrong with the internet connection. can't connect even thou wireless was working. damn. lucky suddenly go back to normal again. phew. hopefully tmr stil can work.
can't rem got wad other stuff that's bad. cos i'm still stuck on feeling sad over the new law thingy.
and i got no money to buy digicam. there's a cosplay event in feb! sigh... give tuition? i did try signing up... but stil very worried dunno how to teach. so malu if i can't answer qns...
sigh
himitsu @ 8:40 PM.
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